I never could have known how much blogging would change (or complicate) my life.
Truth be told, I used to look down my nose at mommy bloggers, before I became one. I didn't really understand blogging, why anyone would read a blog, let alone write one.
And then I found pinterest...and through that the world of creative blogging. In a matter of minutes of I totally hooked. I started jumping from blog to blog, digging through archives, writing comments, becoming a follower...
And we all know what the next step is...becoming a blogger!
So, that's exactly what I did. By that point I was a stay at home mom anxious to establish a new creative outlet. The first projects I posted on this blog are still some of my favorite. I wrote witty blog posts, took beautiful pictures, and yet, the only people reading my blog were my husband and my mother.
I'm not sure why we all NEED to have more people clamoring over our blogs, but I certainly felt the need. So, I discovered link parties. That helped a little. And then I posted more often. I started making "bloggy friends." That helped too. And then I started in on this Mentoring Program with One Artsy Mama.
Through all of this I grew as a blogger, and the traffic on my blog increased...but I started to fall deeper and deeper into the blogging pit. Because that's the thing, isn't it, blogging can really just take over your life if you let it.
Through this mentoring program I have really learned so much, and hopefully you've noticed some changes around here. The most helpful piece so far has been the goal setting for me. By setting goals I have given myself something to strive for.
However, by setting goals I have also set markers that I have little control over achieving. How exactly do I get people to come here every day? How do I hook new people that I've never met or seen? Blogging has opened up a larger world to me, and yet it continues to feel isolating sometimes. Here I am, sitting alone at my kitchen table while the kids nap, typing away. Will people read this? Maybe. Hopefully.
I know I am getting a little loopy here, but I spend a lot of my time thinking about blogging--the what and how's of blogging. Sometimes I need to stop and think about the why's.
Clearly I'm not going to get rich and famous from blogging. So, that's not why I do it.
The truth is that I really love creative blogging. I love dreaming up projects, I love meeting people through comments and exploring their blogs, I love sharing about my faith with other mothers on Saturdays and I love the support I feel in this mentoring program.
So, I'm sorry that this post turned into a lot of drivel today.
We are only half-way through our mentoring program. I really hope that I can glean some insights into authentic connections through social media in the next part of the mentoring program because if we aren't here to support each other, then why are we here?
Hummm...still more to think about, but I'd better stop.
The baby is waking up.